What You Can't See

What you can't see
Is the torment inside of me
A raging storm of discontent
Throwing my emotions into a torrent

The ups and downs
The highs and lows
Leave me broken
Wanting to escape

Why do I want to run away?
Run back to the pain
Allow my heart to ache
Why do I feel so afraid?

One moment so sure
Believing in what can be
The next doubting everything
Feelings of shame and guilt

What you can't see
Is the burden I bear
It is mine alone
I won't allow you carry it

Running away
and back again
The pain is too much
Yet the joy you give
Leaves me feeling light

What you can't see
Is how your loves cures me
And frightens me at the same time
The storm inside rages

Will I continue to fear?
Or will I embrace your love?
Will the storm subside?
I want to believe